July 2010
I just realized how stupid I am and was to think that you genuinely were sorry. I have too much hope in people sometimes.
I fall in love a lot.
“We live in this culture where everything is supposed to be so hip and so cool,...”
– Andrew Mcmahon (via kari-shma)
I have two choices. I can miss you back or I can let you go. I don’t know what to do. There’s just something about you that honestly pulls me in, it makes me want to know more. I want to break into your shell. I want you to let me in. I want to show you what real love is and I want you to show me what it is too. I don’t know what to do. I know getting hurt is inevitable. I know...
Even after everything people do to me, I can’t look away. I can’t click ignore. I can’t be rude. I can’t abandon them. Once you’re my friend, or even if you’re a stranger, I’ll always be there to listen. I promise.
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through...
Dear Mom,
Please cheer up. I love you more than anything in the world. I just want you to be happy. I’m sorry I can’t be good enough sometimes, but just know how much I love you. Life isn’t that bad. I love you so much.
Love,
Stephanie
I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t still have feelings for you, but I do. They come and go in waves. The waves wipe me out and sometimes cause me to drift a little but most of the time I end up tumbling into dry-land hurt and dizzy. It still doesn’t stop me from going into the water.
Reblog with your favorite:
kathryntft:
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T.V. Show: The Office/Law and Order: SVU
Book: The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
Movie: Matilda.
Colour: Mint Green/ Navy Blue/ Grey/ White.
Actor: Justin Long<33333333
Actress: Dakota Fanning.
Ice Cream Flavor: Rocky Road.
Drink: Arizona Green Tea!
Animal: Elephants!
Band: Jack’s Mannequin/Something Corporate and Mayday Parade.
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don't make decisions when you're angry. don't make...
I ruined it and I can't do anything about it now.
I literally believe that being a psychiatrist/psychologist is my calling. I love helping people and being there for people.
Anonymous asked: im going to write in your ask box since you wish someone would hahaa. so your post from like yesterday sounds pretty much like my life and because we both feel like we have no one to talk to, i know this comes off as kind of random andd maybe a little weird but, if you want to talk just say so! <3
reblog if you wish people would write in your ask...
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Kingdom Come - Coldplay.
Hold my head inside your hands I need someone who understands I need someone, someone who hears For you I’ve waited all these years For you I’d wait ‘til kingdom come Until my day, my day is done And say you’ll come and set me free Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me
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Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite...
Dear every band I’ve ever seen live,
Thank you for the escape you provided, the words you supplied when I was incapable of releasing them. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for letting me be infinite for an hour or so before I had to drop back into reality.
Love,
Stephanie
I’m not a human anymore. I’m just a thought machine. I don’t sleep. I just think.
I absolutely hate how I’m never good enough.
I literally feel like someone ripped my heart out and stomped on it.
I hate today and will most likely hate tomorrow too.
Numb. I can’t feel anything anymore. Honestly too much is going on in my life to allow myself to feel anything. From this day forward the empty seventh grade me is coming back. I’m going to be a robot covered with skin. I won’t feel anything or love anything. I will lie to those who care because deep down I know that they’re just going to leave me. I know they’ll...
like honestly. what the fuck is my life. i can’t do it anymore.
you all should know something about me
I always miss someone or something and if I actually grow the balls to tell them that I miss them, then I really miss them with my whole heart. I have a hard time getting my true feelings across sometimes, but I can sometimes verbalize the need and want for someone or something.
I would happily kiss you right now if I could
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oh my god this exactly.
All I want is someone to love me and think about me as much as I love and think about them. That’s it.
my life feels like a sick joke.
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Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance...
Dear You,
I still want to be friends with you despite everything negative I say/said about you.
Love,
Stephanie
I need a concert, I need to escape for a few...
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16901.) i want to disappear to see who would miss...
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I need a mother fucking life.
You make me so awkward and nervous. I had my doubts, but they were pushed away when I saw you. The butterflies still exist in person.
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Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first...
Dear most girls at Sacred Heart,
I’m sorry I don’t give many of you a chance, and don’t like you even when I’ve never spoken a word to you. I don’t mean to be shallow, but I’m only human. I’m trying to not be like that anymore. I’m sorry.
Love,
Stephanie
